Not sure how anyone else feels but sometimes I can lie awake at night for HOURS wondering if there will ever be another real partner for me? Have I already had all the happiness God has intended (relationship wise)in my life?
My husband of 13 years, the father of my two sons, was killed in an accident 14 years ago and it seems that since then it has been a series of perhaps not "bad" relationships but ones that were less than acceptable for life mates. Not saying all were bad either... just not someone I could see myself hanging out on the front porch in our rocking chairs together many years from now. Make sense to you?
I know this is an off the wall random thought but I really want to know... Where does the cricket come from that is in my bathtub every morning? Each day I kill that cricket so it is definately not the same one. Perhaps I should get a lizard of some kind. I hate killing without reason... I suppose people in some part of the world would consider this pests a wonderful gift?